I have to focus on the positive and move forward. The positive is I am alive ... and on the road to health ... I know, what the heck, eh? It's been a very rough few years ... I am sooooooooooooo sick of this story ... I want to move through the surgeries, all the complications, blood issues and so much more ... to a life where my soul is enriched daily by helping others!
I've done what I don't recommend to anyone ... that is isolate myself. That is so not healthy! It keeps the depression lingering. I probably shouldn't post that. But, I want people to know you can rise above, out and beyond anything. It's not easy .. Okay .. I am human .. no faking here ... it's been rough. I cherish soooo many of you who continued to love me during these terribly, trying times. I am pulling myself out ... I am a work in progress .... aren't we all? Perhaps this bump,in my journey,is going to lead me to greater places to grow, laugh, and touch other lives ... right now, though ... it's time to be present. It's time for gratefulness and laughter. It's time for forgiveness. It's time for joy! There are so many people to thank .. I really can't even begin to list those who have blessed my life .. You know who you are. Love you from my core!
NOW, It's time to SMILE!
A true smile .. the kind that bubbles deep within .. and is sooo infectious you can't help but giggle .. share .. and watch the sparkle exude from those around you.
I guess I should end this ... but, know . . there is so much more to follow .. and I hope you make it the best day you can!
Pictures to follow .. stay tuned .. next week I will be uploading some delights from Part of the Heart ...
With love, Karryn & Beya! :) wink, wink!
